On the edge of happiness...

When tomorrow starts without me And I am not there to see If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me I wish so much you wouldn’t cry The way you did today While thinking of the many things I didn’t get to say I know how much you love me As much as I do And each time that you think of me I know you will miss me too But when tomorrow starts without me Please try and understand That an angel came and called my name And took me by the hand But as I turned to walk away A tear fell from my eye For all the while I always thought I didn’t want to cry I had so much to live for So much yet to do It seemed almost impossible That I was leaving you I thought of all the yesterdays The good ones and the bad I thought of all the love we shared And all the fun we had If I could relive yesterday Just even for a while I’d say good bye and see you Just maybe I’d see you smile But then I fully realized That this could never be Fo

Friday morning at work! I know something is going on in my mind…a lingering feeling of not knowing something. I know what it is, I know I should get it out of my mind…but I can’t! Life I guess! Ok…getting down to the facts…I have been at office for almost five hours now, and have managed to do only a quarter of what I am supposed to do! But given the fact that weekend starts a few hours from now, I plan to make up for this from home. Huhh!! I know I won’t be able to, but thinking that you have an option makes you feel better. Option! That brings me to another realization. I have realized this the hard way that life is all about choosing a better option. But at times, we are at a loss. Like me…I know what I am SUPPOSED to do logically, but can’t do that dillogically. Is that a new word you heard right now? I said dil-logically. You know, when your mind and heart both works overtime, you are in a perpetual mess. So…I am doing what I am not supposed to do, like write all these s

"Matite bosano jala Thanda buk bhore aachhe jole Ekhono bujhini bhalo Kaake thik bhalobasa bole..." Just came across this awesome quote by Sankho Ghosh. And trust me…it made my day! The first working day of the year, and am not feeling like working! Nothing new in it though! Thousands thoughts running across my mind…I can’t even name all of them. I had a disturbed sleep last night, don’t know the reason though. I was missing something, or someone in my sleep…was searching for something. I don’t know what it was…but it was something. Just remembered Dan Brown… search for the Holy Grail! Read it? Even if you haven’t, doesn’t matter. It doesn’t change your life in any way! But I remember interpreting it in college…and missing it. Not the interpretation…the friend who helped me do so. Maybe that’s why the lines I read in the morning stuck me. At times, even I wonder…do I really know what is love? I interpret love as sharing life together…but don’t we do that with i