On the edge of happiness...

Thanks to that one person who taught me life is all about learning to fly when you know you don't have something solid to stand on to...to that one person who taught me to smile and say: "Happens! Life!"

The last time you really fought with someone knowing you are ‘not right’ The last time you fought and promised yourself not to talk again when all you wanted was to hold him tight and never let him go The last time you couldn’t get a fight out of your head The last time you hated yourself for being so headstrong The last time you tried to sleep over it and couldn’t The last time you accepted your state of denial The last time you felt you don’t love him as much as he does and tried letting him go The last time you had this odd confidence he is yours The last time you woke up in sleep to miss your phone The last time you tried being normal but couldn’t The last time you tried smiling and couldn’t really smile so well, so laughed at yourself The last time you texted to let your colleague know that you’ll be late for office because you didn’t sleep The last time you wished that tomorrow never comes The last time you said to yourself, “Trust me, everything will be fine” The last time you w

Let me live as I want to, I have arranged myself accordingly Let un-got things remain so, getting everything ruins life Like the blurred lights of your world, like some fragmented dusky glass If you want to fly away, just spread your wings… I promise not to let my binoculars stalk you. These sails are all tattered; still I keep on writing story… Not wanting to give in to her midnight whims anymore I keep trying to swim across to find the shore… If dawn finds love dropping silently from the sky Don’t wake up and search for me Your sleepy eyes won’t find me beside you Don’t put on the lights for me Am used to counting waves in the midst of human sea Am lost in the station, and won’t take the last train back home The dreams excite your blood and run at their own pace If you ever get time from the race, think where do I lie in-between your fingers I don’t want to get lost in calculation… Not wanting to touch the dry spring onions left cold in the fridge I have