On the edge of happiness...

You give up "snooze and snuggle sleep" to cook and pack lunch at peace before the cacophony starts You stop listening to your favorite songs on a loop and humming them because, apparently, no one likes your kind of music You stop watching movies because there is always a child to attend to, a household to run, and recipes that only you can cook. And then, one day, you can't remember your favorite movies You stop complaining and expecting from people around and smile wider to compensate for the void Pretend you can manage it all... Give up your anger and the habit of slamming doors or breaking things... Let go of the loud laughter, rain walks, beach strolls... You find yourself changing a little every day... Till you create a you, whom you do not recognise anymore.

  "रोज़ की ज़िन्दगी को मुस्कुराके में बताती हूँ में खुश हूँ क्योंकि वो भी खुश है अपनी दुनिया में मेहफ़ूज़ है"

 Mastered putting thoughts to words over the years! Generate million-dollar leads with the right words! Yet… Stay awake all night. Struggling to fill the void in my heart with words. A void that grows each night And will keep growing. Till it engulfs me. Death! They call it. But does death come so easily? I wish it does. I wish it doesn’t.