On the edge of happiness...

Have been thinking of writing a blog for quite a few days now, but was too lazy! Something strange has been happening. Umm…like some strange relationships, which made me want to write a blog. I met a man of mid-forties long back. Say three years! And till date, a text message from him brings a smile to my face. He texted me once, “Wish we had a daughter like you!” That was special…and it still lies there in my inbox. Whenever the going gets tough, I just scroll through my saved messages, and tell myself, I have to get it going for all these people. I wonder why I love him so much…and thank God that he is in his forties, or else people would have mistaken my love. On my way to office last week, I got into a cab. The cab driver was an old fellow in his sixties…and from that day he makes sure that I take his cab daily. He will call me every morning to make sure that I wait for him. The reason? I am supposedly his lucky charm! It’s supposedly because of me that his business goes well...

I wonder!! Don’t know what…maybe ‘what you are?’, like I used to wonder as a kid. Remember the nursery rhyme? I know you do…even I do. That’s a similarity between us. Not that we were different. Life has always been strange. Don’t know since when it started…am more interested to know when will it all end. Yesterday, a friend of mine was telling me (rather complaining) that from a list of 400 people, he don’t even find a single people whom he can speak to just for nothing. Advised him to call up any customer care number…they get paid of listening to shits of people. And guess what; today I ended up feeling the same thing. Speaking to someone who would understand me without being judgmental, someone who would just hold me tight and say everything’s going to be fine! And it was then that I realized it’s next to impossible. Given the fact that I have 1000s of friends, some of them being really close, I can’t even find a single one to talk to. That’s when I miss home…I miss my corner...